frustrated

have you ever felt like the same ole fool celebrating a whole new year
have you ever felt like the goals that weren’t there last year are all the more clear,
but the skills to achieve them for you aren’t that near?
have you ever had a conversation that never seemed to end
have you ever had a thought that no one else could comprehend,
but still you try to convey it, scribing it on the walls hand permanently stuck to your pen?
have you ever had a feeling, felt some kind of way
have you ever wished you could act and make them feelings go away,
but you didn’t know what you were feeling and which should leave and which could stay?
have you ever wanted to be alone, but share your time with a friend
have you ever looked around and saw that you were surrounded in the end,
but still didn’t have someone to call your own, no friend, no homie no lover even then?
have you ever felt frustrated by everything around you
have you ever discovered the cause was all about you,
but just didn’t know what to do?